WOW!!!

i've had many many instances of "worrying" about what i put in my blog; what if she sees, what if he sees, i don't know who reads this, what if an employer finds this.

well, the employer concern is totally valid which is why i never mention what company i work for, the names of anyone i work with, my name's not in it, etc.

as for the rest .. SCREW IT! it's my blog, my life, my thoughts and if you don't like it, suck it.

with that being said, here is a public service announcement:

men ... specifically men that i used to have a relationship with that is now long over and i have blatantly told you i do NOT have feelings for you because you treated me like shit ... please do NOT start flirting with me, asking me what i am wearing, and then saying i'm boring because i used to go along with the sexually charged comments [yes back when we were together more than a year and a half ago!] AFTER YOU JUST GET BACK FROM A WEEK LONG TRIP TO CALIFORNIA WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND.

you are fucking disgusting. maybe you should take a picture of that convo you just tried starting with me with your shiny new slr camera and show it to her?

i am really trying really REALLY hard not to become one of those women who hate men. i do not think all men are dogs, i do not think that all men cheat, i do believe people can change, and i do believe in second chances but COME ON. if you know me well and know my stories you might think i'm being hypocritical right now, but trust me, it's not the same.

rant over.