oh happy day

got my shirt.
got my lie [muahaha]

parade anyone?

halloween

so for the first time in years i celebrated halloween. if you wonder why this is such a big deal, you have to understand that i'm that person that thinks halloween is stupid [the same way people think valentine's day is stupid]. i don't think anyone that celebrates halloween is stupid ... i just think the actual day is stupid. what's the purpose of it anyway?

anywho... my friend ryan randomly invited me out to some bar for halloween and after much debating, i got my ass up and went, IN COSTUME [you really have no idea how big of a deal this is for me lol]. so after getting there and discovering that NO ONE was there yet [thanks!] i decided to make the most of it. off came the trench coat, out came the pirate hooker costume, and there i went to the bar to watch the game. i immediately became happy after i ordered my cran & vodka and my man said $7. que que?!?! i liked this place already.

as i stood there aimlessly, i met "hugh hefner", aka Tommy. not sure who he was or what he was about but he managed to compliment me, call me a wench, and buy me a shot and another drink all by the time everyone got there. :: shrug :: i had free alcohol so what did i care.

the crowd was diverse and random as hell, and thankfully ryan brought a fellow latina that helped ease the tension off of me due to being so surrounded by "them" [lmao thanks rye!] regardless of anything, everyone there was fun, drinks were cheap, music was good, and i had a really good time. so good a time that i somehow ended up drinkin 6 cran & vodka's and 2 shots.

uumm ... not sure what i was thinking but this little body cannot handle alcohol like that anymore and i became a drunky monkey as jenn said, lmao. thankfully i have good friends who care that i make it to old age, so instead of the bronx i slept in queens and got to walk around a nice little jewish neighborhood in a black trench with black leggings and boots. that got quite a few looks but i had fun doing it lol.

whatever ... halloween was *good* for the first time in a long time. dare i say i might start celebrating halloween now?!?!

randoms:

• yeah that little insomnia problem? still there my friends.
• i am utterly sick of the shenanigans that go on at work and i still cannot get over the fact that crap that sat on someone's desk for 8 months was assigned to me 1 month before the due date. and then i get "help". and the help is anything but. blah!
  
• speaking of drunky monkey, by the look of my hands i engaged in a war last night. all my nails are chipped, 3 are broken, and i have a small bruise. w.t.f?!
• i feel like my room is cluttered but i can't throw away the things "cluttering" it because i use them.
  
• i finally met my Rx deductible and on Friday i called the doc to make an appt so i can get me the good migraine drugs. i was on hold for 15 min, that receptionist whore never came back, i hung up and called again and no one answered. thank you DOCS, thank you.
• i can work well with a lot of work but i do not function properly under chaos, and right now my real job and side job are both chaotic. order is my friend.
• i'm back to not knowing if i should go with droid or stick with bb ... i am so indecisive.
• i think i'm going to cut my hair. it's way too long again.
• the jankees are one game away from winning the series. aaggghhhh. pleasewinpleasewinpleasewin.